Ek Gay Maseeha - VII

meri shaadi tak Thane ki raat waale sabhi ladake wahaan se jaa chuke the, sab achchhi jagah naukari kar rahe the aur ramesh ke alaawaa sabaki shaadiyaan, aur kuchh ke to bachche bhi ho chuke the.

par main wahaan ke naye ladakon se bhi usi tarah waaqif ho chukaa thaa, aur maheene mein ek-do baar hamaare sessions ho jaate the. har baar koi na koi nayaa ladakaa wahaan hotaa hi thaa.

shaadi se pahale jab main subah papa ke saath car mein office jaa rahaa thaa, to papa ne apane briefcase se ek packet nikaal kar meri god mein daal diyaa.

main aur papa subah ek hi car mein office jaate the. wo waqt ham donon kaa personal hotaa thaa aur ham log do doston ki tarah, ek mentor aur ek protege ki tarah, ek baap aur ek bete ki tarah baat karate the.
shaam ko ham log apane apane engagements ke hisaab se alag-alag lautate the.

mainne us packet ko kholanaa shuru kiyaa to papa ne haath aur aankhon se driver ki or ishaaraa karaa.

wo kai baar mujhe kuchh na kuchh informations dete rahate the. mainne us packet ko apane briefcase mein rakh liyaa.

aur phir office pahunchate hi roz ke jhanthat, urgencies shuru ho gaye aur shaam tak mainne na to apanaa briefcase kholaa, na hi mujhe us packet ki yaad aaee.

shaam ko car mein akele lautate waqt mujhe us packet ki yaad aai.
mainne wo packet nikaal kar kholaa aur dekhaa.

aur meri gaand phat gaee.

usamein un ladakon ke meri picchale session ke kaee photo the. ham log nange sex kar rahe the.

mainne apanaa cheharaa kisi tarah sambhaalaa ki driver kahin kuchh samajh na le.

ghar par papa ki car thi, par mummy ki car nahin thi.

main jaanataa thaa ki agar main khud jaa kar papa se is topic ko nahin chhedoongaa to wo isakaa phir kabhi ziqr bhi nahin karenge. par main yah samajh gayaa thaa ki isamein kuchh message thaa jo main nahin samajh paa rahaa thaa. mujhe papa se baat karani hi padegi.

ek haath mein briefcase aur doosare mein wo packet liye main seedhe unake bedroom mein gayaa. wo bed par baithe huye kuchh letters padh rahe the. mujhe dekh kar unhonne wo letters rakh diye.

mainne jaa kar wo packet papa ke bagal mein bed par rakh diyaa.

wo bole, "baitho."

main baith gayaa.

wo bole, "sharmindaa mat mahsoos kar. jawaani masti lene ke liye hoti hai. har baap chaahataa hai ki usakaa betaa zindagi ke, jawaani ke poore maze le. jis bete ko apani tamannaaon kaa galaa ghot kar kisi gareeb ke bete ki tarah jeenaa pade, usake baap ki zindagi par laanat hai. haan, har baap ko yah fiqr zaroor hoti hai ki usakaa betaa un mastiyon mein hi doob kar na rah jaaye, balki achchhi tarah develop ho, achchhi tarah padhe-likhe, settle ho, aur zindagi bhar achchhaa paisaa aur izzat paataa rahe. us dishaa mein toone mujhe kisi shiqaayat kaa mauqaa nahin diyaa hai, isaliye mujhe in sab par bhi koi shiqaayat nahin hai. main bahut khush hoon ki too apani zindagi bharpoor enjoy kar rahaa hai, aur apane lakshya ki or bhi badh rahe ho. I am proud of you, my son."

mainne kahaa, "thank you, papa. main aapaki wajah se hi kuchh ban paayaa hoon."

papa hanse aur bole, "maskaa maar rahaa hai. thaane ki us raat se pahale to too meri har baat ek kaan se bhi nahin sunataa thaa."

main bhi hansaa.

wo bole, "thaane ki us raat ne tujhe badal diyaa thaa. main un ladakon kaa tah-e-dil se shukrguzaar hoon ki unhonne ek to tujhe zimmedaari sikhaa di, aur doosare ki tujhe zindagi ke maze diye. main yah bhi maanataa hoon ki un ladakon ne bhi bhi mere smart, handome, sexy, sex mein hunarmand bete se khoob maze paaye honge."

wo hanse.

mainne sharamaa gayaa. phir main bed par unase lipat kar waise hi baith gaya jaise main bachpan mein baithaa karataa thaa. wo bed par paanv lambe kar ke, sirhaane ke support par takiye se tek lagaa kar baithe the, main joote pahane thaa isaliye apane pair bed se neeche latakaa kar baithaa thaa. meri peeth unake seene par rakhi huyi thi, meraa sar unake kandhe par tikaa huaa thaa, main chhat ki taraf dekh rahaa thaa. unake donon haath mere haathon se neeche se aakar mujhase chipate huye, mere pet par rakhe huye the. mere apane haath unake haathon par rakhe huye the.

phir papa ne bataayaa ki unhonne meri bike par pahale din se hi GPS position locator lagawaa rakhaa thaa. aur wo aksar pataa karate rahate the ki bike kahaan par hai. wo mobile company se mere mobile ki location bhi pataa karate rahate the. lihaazaa unako andaazaa lag jaataa thaa main kis ladaki yaa dost ke ghar yaa room par hoon, yaa kis hotel mein hoon aur phir hotel mein phone karane par kuchh aur maaloom pad jaataa thaa.

wo mujhe nangaa karate jaa rahe the, aur main wahi dabi hansi hansataa jaa rahaa thaa. are, muhaawaraa hai bhaai. wo meri saari pol-patti khol rahe the jisake baare mein sochataa thaa ki kisi ko kuchh nahin maaloom thaa.

unhonne bataayaa ki unhein mere sab to nahin par kaafi affairs aur sexual episodes ke baare mein pataa thaa. kabhi kisi dost, pahchaan-waale yaa ladaki se meraa milanaa-julanaa badh jaataa thaa, to wo mere us dost yaa ladaki kaa background check karaa lete the. aur kabhi kisi ke baare mein kuchh gadbad pataa chalati thi, to binaa apanaa yaa meraa naam beech mein laaye us ladake yaa ladaki ko kisi baat mein ulajhaa dete the aur wo log mujhase door ho jaate the.

unhonne bataayaa ki mummy bhi yah jaan kar khush huyi theen ki unakaa betaa ladakiyon ke saath kuchh kuchh, aur phir bahut kuchh aur phir sab kuchh karane lagaa hai.

mainne shiqaayat se bolaa, "paaaaaaaapaaaaaa."

wo hanse, phir bole, "maan bhi to chaahati hai ki betaa life enjoy kare. bas aankh ki sharam rahani chaahiye. hamaare culture mein baap bete mein sex par saaf-saaf baat karane kaa riwaaz nahin hai, par maan-baap dhake-chhupe madad to karate rahate hain. hamein to yah bhi maaloom hai ki toone kis umr se masterbation shuru kiyaa thaa."

ham donon der tak hansate rahe.

unhonne bataayaa ki us raat bhi jab mujhe der ho gayi thi to unhonne Police GPS se pataa karawaa liyaa thaa ki meri bike us thaane mein khadi huyi hai. aur phir mere dost ke ghar se apane ghar ke raaste mein us thaane ke area mein enquiries karawaa kar unhein maaloom pad gayaa thaa ki sukulaa ji ne nashe mein poori tarah se tunn kisi ladake ko 120 par bike chalaate huye paa kar usaki hi surakshaa ki drashti se thaane pahunchaayaa thaa. ladakaa to apanaa pataa bhi nahin yaad kar paa rahaa thaa. unhein yah bhi maaloom pad gayaa thaa ki thaane mein us raat kai aur ladake bhi band the.

unhonne bataayaa ki khan saaheb ki himmat nahin thi ki mere jaise rutabe waale ladake ke saath IIIrd degree istemaal kare. aur agar kiyaa bhi to main apani phenk-phaank se khud ko bachaa letaa. haan, khan saaheb ke rape waale pahaluon ke baare mein unhein nahin maaloom thaa. papa aur mummy us raat bhar jaag kar thaane se meraa phone aane kaa intazaar karate rahe the.

phir subah aa kar to mainne hi unhein sab bataa diyaa thaa, ladakon ke saath huye sex ke alaawaa.

phir papa ko maaloom padaa ki mainne daaroo, cigarette, ladakiyon ke saath sex bilkil chhod diyaa hai, aur doston ke saath partiyaan, ghoomanaa, phiranaa bahut kam kar diyaa hai. mere mobile records mein ek number se lambi baat chalati theen jo pataa karane par ek dhaabe kaa nikalaa. phir maaloom padaa ki us dhaabe ke us raat mere saath thaane mein band the. papa ne us dhaabe ki nigaraani kar ke un ladakon ke baare mein jaankaari nikaali to koi khatare waali baat nahin nikali thi.

par 15 din baad main kahin raat guzaarane gayaa aur GPS ne meri bike usi dhaabe ke paas khadi bataaee. mere mobile records mein us din bhi dhaabe ke number se ek lambi call aaee thi. aur mainne jolly-tunes bechane ki qoshish kar rahe jis mobile sales rep ko jabardast daant lagaaee thi, wo disconnect karane se pahale 7 baar sorry bol chukaa thaa jab use meri location pataa chali thi.

papa ko tab bhi lagaa thaa ki ham logon mein normal dosti ho gayi hogi, aur main gapp lagaane yaa daaroo peene gayaa houungaa.

aur mummy-papa ko zindagi kaa sabase badaa shock lagaa thaa jab us private detective ne raat ke do baje ghar aa kar papa-mummy ko wo photoes dikhaaee theen jinamein sex kar rahe 13 nange ladakon mein se ek main thaa.

wo aur mummy is baat se pareshaan huye the ki main gay to nahin ho gayaa hoon. mainne ladakiyon ke saath sex karanaa band kar diyaa thaa. par papa-mummy ne tay kiyaa thaa ki wo mujhe apani zindagi apani tarah se jeene denge. wo duaa karate the ki main gay na ho jaaoon, par mujhe rokane waale nahin the.

phir papa-mummy ne dekhaa ki main sirf un ladakon ke saath hi sex kar rahaa hoon aur idhar-udhar cruising nahin kar rahaa hoon. papa-mummy ne kuchh khoobsoorat male prostitutes ko mere paas bhejaa bhi thaa par mujhe to na ab yaad aa rahaa thaa, na hi mainne kisi kaa notice liyaa thaa. tab unhein lag gayaa ki main gay nahin ho gayaa hoon aur meraa un ladakon se pyaar aur apanepan kaa rishtaa hai.

unhonne kahaa ki meri padhaaee aur baaki life to duniyaa ke liye ek misaal ki tarah chal rahi thi, isaliye chintaa ki koi baat nahin thi. aur phir main shaadi ke liye bhi aaraam se tayyar ho gayaa. matlab ki main gay to nahin thaa. shaayad bi-sexual bhi nahin thaa kyonki bisexuals mein bhi males ke saath sex karane ki lalak rahati hai. unhein lagataa hai ki mujhe males ke saath sex karane ki koi lalach nahin thi. main bas un ladakon ke saath thaane ki us khatarnaak raat kaa thrill phir se paataa thaa.

meri samajh mein aa gayaa thaa ki ab chintaa ki kaun si baat aa gai hai.

mainne kahaa, "papa. ab meri shaadi hone waali hain. aap chaahate hain ki main soch loon ki main shaadi ke baad bhi un ladakon ke saath sex karoongaa ki nahin."

wo bole, "haan bete. too jo bhi faisalaa legaa, wo mujhe aur teri maan ko acceptable hai. magar ham chaahate hain ki too is baare mein soch le. shaadi mein commitment aur devotion hotaa hai. waranaa relations strained ho jaate hain aur insaan khush nahin rah paataa hai. bahoo kaa nature achchhaa hai, magar abhi mujhe yaa tujhe nahin maaloom ki agar kabhi use maaloom padaa to wo is maamale ko kaise legi. soch ki agar bahoo ke kinhin males yaa females ke saath relation hote aur wo shaadi ke baad un relations ko jaari rakhanaa chaahati to teraa kyaa reaction hotaa. aur phir baat chhupaaye rakhane ka issue bhi hai. jaise mainne yah photo tere saamane daal diye, waise to aaj kal log ek doosare kaa career tabaah karane ke liye hi jaasooson ko paise de kar sting operations karawaa rahe hain."

mainne kahaa, "papa. mainne is baare main kuchh nahin sochaa thaa. ek tarah se main maan ke chal rahaa thaa ki shaadi ke baad bhi kabhi-kabhi yah chalataa rahegaa. magar aap theek kah rahe hain. isake kai saare pahaloo hain jin par mujhe abhi soch lenaa chaahiye. I promise papa, ki main is baare mein sochoongaa."

unhonne kahaa, "good enough. son. aur yaad rakhanaa ki too jo bhi decision legaa, wo tumhaari mummy ko aur mujhe abhi se acceptable hai."

phir unhonne kahaa, "tumhein buraa lagaa hogaa ki ham tumhaari jaasoosi karate rahe."

mainne kahaa, "jab main chhotaa thaa tab mujhe zaroor buraa lagataa. par ab main samajh paa rahaa hoon ki maan-baap jo bhi karate hain, bete ki behatari ke liye hi karate hain. mujhe aap logon se koi shiqaayat nahin hai. mujhe achchhaa lag rahaa hai ki aapane mujhe meri life meri soch ke mutaabik banane di, aur jahaan zaroorat padi, wahaan chhup-chhup kar madad bhi kari. aur aaj bhi itani important baat mere notice mein laa rahe hain, itane pyaar se."

mujhe mummy kaa dhyaan aayaa. mainne poochhaa, "koi message? mummy kab aayengi?"

wo bole, "jab too apane room se bulaa kar laayegaa."

main hakbakaa gayaa. mummy mere room mein baithi baap-bete ki baat khatm hone kaa intazaar kar rahi theen.

mainne papa ki or dekhaa. wo hansate huye bole, "ab yah mat kahanaa ki baahar mummy ki car nahin thi. aakhir ham bhi tere maan-baap hain, bete."

main daud kar apane room mein gayaa. papa mere peechhe-peechhe aaye. mere jooton ki khat-khat sun kar mummy uth kar khadi ho gaeen thin. main jaa kar mummy se lipat gayaa, aur muskuraate huye bolaa, "thanks for everything, mom."

unhonne meri peeth thapthapaayi aur boleen, "thanks for becoming a perfect son."

papa se to mainne sochane kaa waadaa kiyaa thaa, par mummy ko dekhate hi mujhe meraa decision mil gayaa thaa. mainne kahaa, "ab se sab band. I promise."

papa bhi aa kar mujhase lipat gaye. mummy ne kahaa, "achchhi tarah soch le."

mainne kahaa, "soch liyaa hai. bachpan bachchon ki tarah jiyaa hai. ab badaa ho gayaa hoon, badon ki tarah jiyoongaa."

mummy ne kahaa, "too jaanataa to hai ki agar to doosaraa decision letaa to wo bhi hamako isi tarah manzoor hotaa."

mainne kahaa, "yes, mom."

papa ne kahaa, "teraa yah waalaa decision hi behatar hai."

mummy ne kahaa, "mujhe bhi tere is decision par bahut khushi huyi."

ham teenon ek doosare se lipat gaye.
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mainne apani Gay Maseehaai se isteefaa de diyaa aur un ladakon ke saath sex karanaa chhod diyaa. ladake to pahale se hi maane baithe the ki yahi honaa thaa. unmein se bhi jinaki shaadiyaan hui theen, wo shaadi ke baad yah sab nahin karate the.

ab main apani pyaar karane waali patni ko pyaar karane waalaa ek ekpatnivrati hetrosexual pati hoon.

ab hamaare ek betaa aur ek beti hain, aapaki dayaa se.

are, bhai, muhaawaraa hai.
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The End.